sour-tur-day

Enough of burying myself under the layers of boring and uncertain musings the more I stay here the lesser I get the opportunity to enjoy the time left for this day... okay.. note to self: find simple ways to make everything worth keeping.

happy Saturday though...

Twisty Puzzle

These pieces of solid coloured tiny squares thing caught my attention another challenge for me to try... I am not sure how long it would take for me to finish,  till each face must be returned to consisting of one colour.I know it’s gonna be hard at first and that requires a lot of concentration and some sort of analysis tough though whew!!!. While I was enjoying twisting and mixing each colour of this box-like pieces, a co-worker stood up and asked for his toy back... i realized that it just slips that easy, out of my control.. sigh... life’s like that there’s always unexpected turns of events and i just don't own everything..

i know....I can’t just call you mine...

Rubrik’s cube

Ennui

Unhappy hormones invading my whole system,  I never felt like this before... I’m so “bluer than blue” ...  I feel like crying for no reason..oh come on!!!, I need some happy pills... I’m begging.. gimme some please..

Thanks for this space where I can draw my emotions... how i wish I can be somewhere-else where I can forget my woes and be happy again. Simple as that... 

TGIF

Skipped lunch today :) might as well have some refreshin tumbler of fresh juice while walking outside with a friend on the side... goodahhh friday afternoon break.... :)

Friday madness

No morning rush today, it's a very sprightly day not like yesterday my day was full of shitstorms i have been working hard with some A-hole pals, pissing me off, messing up, i dont know what's the best word to describe them... i hope this day would be different i want to end the week with a smile.. tee-hee. :)

Fire out

Just when you get tired of listening to all my whining, it saddens me.... one day I’m a worn out soul  and you walk out of my life, just like that and you won’t hear me again...

Random acts of kindness

Once you are willing to give all what you have without thinking/realizing what’s been left to you, you’ll be surprised to receive more than what you gave. God is GOOD all the time. J

Ding-dong! Pasko na naman

Ber na naman, lahat ay Masaya ang pasko ay papalapit na

Mga tao ay busy na, mga lansangan puno na ng nagtitinda at buhol-buhol ang trapik sa kalsada

Simula na ng paghahanda

Ang pagsabit ng ng palamuti  sa bintana, parol na nag ningning ang kagandahan

Mga dekorasyon sa bahay, ang mataas na christmas tree nanay

Namumutiktik ng Christmas balls pati musika na Christmas carols nakikisabay

Maliliit na ilaw nagpapasayang tunay, kumutikutitap sa musika nitong taglay

Mga regalong na nakabalot sa pasko ay bubuksan

Mga pagkain espesyal, hamon at keso nakalatag sa hapag kainan

Sabay-sabay na kakainin sa noche Buena

Ngunit bago sumapit ang noche buena, ang pamilya lalabas para mag simba

Doon sa simabahan tayo ay nagsasama-sama, magpapasalamat sa lahat ng biyaya

At ipagdiwang ang kaarawan ng tunay na bida... si hesus at wala ng iba pa

Ng dahil sa pasko lahat ay Masaya, nagkakaisa, nagmamahalan at nagbibigayan

Ito ang diwa na dapat di kalimutan, kahit di pasko’y sanay manitiling buhay ang pagmamahalan magpakaylanman

Someday

:)

Fast Forward

I’m counting the days already I’m so excited that this year will end so soon, time flies so fast, I am not saying goodbye I am just ready to embrace a new life.

To my friends:  whom I worked with a couple of years, stayed with me during those awful moments of my life, I am forever grateful, our awesome friendship will lasts forever, I LOVE YOU GUYS.

 I’ll be keeping all the wonderful memories we had shared together through tough and the good times.

I’ll be missing you all.

L

Out with the Old, In with the New

I know it would be hard but I’m determined to do it, I’m giving up on you, I’m really tired I still don’t know what the future holds/offers.. but whatever lies ahead I’m ready to face it. Finally I’m ending this chapter and looking for a better beginning, I am sure I am heading to a rough sailing and challenges are coming my way either way I won’t stop this journey. I have no plans yet but I just want to enjoy freedom and serenity. So I believe that God will guide me to make things happen and everything will fall into place.

Am talking about my work... heheh J

Tsinelas

“Tsinelas leadership” yan ang Estilo mo

Sa ilang dekadang pamamalakad lahat ay nabago mo

Ang isang lugmok na syudad dahan-dahan mong inangat

Mula sa third world nagbago ang imahe nito

Mga inbestor nagtiwala sayo

Sapagkat tapat ang serbisyo at pamumuno mo

Mga eskwater sa riles inilipat mo

Kanilang tirahan ngayon ay masayang tahanan

Tinawag mo itong MAOGMA, na ibig sabihin MASAYA

Sapagkat para sayo PAMILYA ang dapat MAUNA

Isa kang simpleng lider, at isang mabuting ama ng bayan

Ni minsan hindi ka nagmataas sa kabila ng iyong katayuan

Ang puso mo ay tapat sa iyong mga kababayan

Imbes mamahaling sapatos, at magagarang sasakyan

Ikaw ay naglalakad gamit at tsinelas lamang,

At Nag-iikot ka sa bayan mong mahal gamit ang biseklitang de pedal lamang

Sinusukat mo ang oras sa relong Timex na suot mo

Wala kang sariling driver, terminal ng bus sa cubao doon sa bikol ang tungo mo

Kapag gusto mong umuwi sa pamilya kahit mahabang byahe eni-enjoy mo

Ganito ka mamuhay isang ordinaryong mamayan

Kaya lahat sayo’y mataas ang pag galang

Marunong kang makibagay sa karamihan

Ngayon naluklok ka sa mataas na katungkulan

Nanatili kang simple, at tapat sayong bayan

Lahat ng gawa mo, hindi mo pinangalandakan

Di tulad ng iba...kung kumilos ay epal

Sariling interest ang pinangangalagaan

Sarili muna bago ang bayan

Ngunit bakit kung kelan nasimulan na

Ang unti-unti paglilinis sa ating bayan

Saka ka naman kinuha ng POONG MAYKAPAL

Sa iyong pag panaw, ang pangarap na pagbabago ay natunaw

Sadya nga bang pag ang tao ay mabait nauuna sa pagpunta sa langit?

Gaya ng iyong pagkawala kami ay hindi handa

Maiiwanan kami na nagluluksa

Para kaming mga anak na naulila

Sa isang ama na mapagmahal sa mga aba

Alam namin gusto magpatuloy ang lahat

Ayaw mo ang lahat ng iyong nasimulan mauwi sa wala

Kaya sisikapin naming sa pamamagitan ng mabuting gawa

Mga alala mo mananatiling buhay ngayon at sa susunod na bukas

Nawa’y tularan ka ng mga nagseserbisyo sa bayan

Malinis at matapat lamang

Mahal ka namin SEC JESS. RIP..... L

Mermaid

This is just a quick post... loving this video a lot.... Kudos to Gloc 9 you're doing great... MABUHAY KA!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nKmv5oDzBw&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Habagat

Isa ka lang uri ng panahon, ngunit daig mo pa ang bagyo

Walang patid ang buhos mo metro-metrong tubig ulan sa bayan ko

Mga baradong kanal, at basurang nakatago lumitaw dahil sayo

Mga tao nagulat sa ngitngit mo

di nila akalain ganun ka kamisteryoso

ikinumpara ka kay “ONDOY” isang matinding bagyo

ngunit iba ka mamerwisyo

hindi lang isang araw humigit ka pa sa isang lingo

sa lawak ng napinsala mo, madami ang lumuha sayo

dumadaing na sana’y tigilan mo

ang pag dala mo ng matinding baha at pag lunod sa mga tao

baha dito, baha doon... wala ng mapaglagyan sayo

umaapaw ka na masyado

dami na ang natrauma sa pag sakop mo

sa mga kalupaan na tinitrihan ng tao

ngunit di ka rin masisi

taon-taon bisita ka dito

di lang kami handa sa lakas ng hagupit mo

kung sana’y na anticipate naming mga tao

na ano mang kalamidad kelangan laging alerto

wag i-asa sa iba ang kaligtasan ng sarili mo

makinig, mag matyag at wag matigas ang ulo

ano mang babala laging isa ulo

ng waiwasan ang ganitong delubyo

ang pag wasak sa buhay ng tao

ay kagagawan  din nito

ang pag abuso sa paligid, at paghamak dito

mga duming ikinalat, punong sinibak

mga gawaing di karapat dapat

dumating na ang panahon na tayo ay may katapat

ang paniningil ni HABAGAT na HEAVY-GAT ......

Sunshine

Ang ngiting nagbibigay liwanag sa sambayanan

Liwanag na hatid mo, ay pag asa sa karamihan

Ano mang sungit na panahon, at pagbalot ng ulap sa iyong kagandahan

Manatiling kang hari at matayog ang kinalalagyan

Ang mainit mong pagmamahal ang mapapatingkad sa langit at kalupaan

Higit ka pa sa ginto nakakasilaw ang iyong kapangyarihan

Ikaw ay nag aalab, hugis mo’y bilog ang pag ibig mo ay walang haggan

Nawa’y mag silbi kang aming ilaw, kami’y wag hayaang manitili sa kadiliman.

Basura

Basura ikinalat na parang kabute na kahit saan-saan na lang

Sa kalsada, estero sila’y nakasamapay

Kumpol-kumpol  ang masang-sang na amoy sa ilong tumatambay

Nakakadiring tingnan  mga nabubulok na laman  mga langaw pinag pyepyestahan

Halo-halong plastic, bote at Styrofoam

Na syang sanhi ng pagbaha sa sa barangay man at sa bayan

mga basurang tinapon na kahit saan ay naka abang

sa daluyan ng mga tubig, sila’y nanahan

lumulutang at sumabasay sa agos ng tubig ulan

may kasabihan tayo: ang basurang tinapon mo babalik sayo

mga gintong kasabihan na pawang totoo

mga bagay na minsan kinalimutan

bumalik sa ating mga tahanan

nagpapaalalang pahalagahan mga bagay na dapat isa alang alang

tunay na dapat nating pangalagaan ang ating paligid at inang kalikasan

ang pagdisiplina sa sarili ang syang kailangan

nakasalalay ang lahat sa ating mga kamay

ano mang mali at paglalapastangan

ang karma ay babalik at ito’y ating pagdudusahan

mga gawang mali na ating pagsisihan 

na laging sa huli tayo ay manghihinayang

Ulan 2

Masarap isiping na ang pag ulan ay isa sa mga panahon mapapatigil ka sa bahay ito rin ang sandaling maghahanap ka ng pagkain swak sa malamig na oras na sa pag kain ng sinigang at nilaga sa mainit na kanin,  champorado na may tuyo at ibang pagkain perpekto sa tag-ulan, ang makatulog ng mahimbing dahil sa lamig ng panahon, at pag masid sa ulan pumapatak sa ating mga bubungan napakaraming masasayang gawain ang naidudulot ng ulan.

subalit sa ganitong sitwasyon na baha na sa labas na at halos lahat ng tao ay may ini indang reklamo dahil ang ulan ay sinira na ang kanilang kabahayan, inanod na ang mga gamitan pati na ang kanilang kabuhayan, mapapaisip ka na lang na dapat bang mag saya na lang sa gitna ng ganitong sama ng panahon? Subukan ko man pero mas nangingibabaw ang pag alala, sa mga lugar na apektado at mga kababayang nahihirapan  nakakahabag ang  kinalaglagyan nila, basang basa walang masilungan gutom na gutom at nanginginig ang mahinang katawan mga batang walang kamaymalay na takot sa rumaragasang tubig sa kanilang kabahayan, mga taong  hindi maiwanan ang mga sariling bahay at kagamitan, mas takot silang wala na silang mababalikan.

Maraming di makakilos, makapunta sa trabaho at maka punta sa paaralan, marami ang na trapped na sa kani-kanilang lugar, marami na rin lumilikas at mga nag paiwan.

Napakahirap, sana sa susunod na araw bumuti na ang panahon para bumalik na sa normal ang buhay nating lahat...

Oh God please protect us. Stop the rain...

Baha

Isang linggong walang patid ang ulan

Isang lingo naghihirap ang sambayanan

Mga, parke, eskwelahan, palengke’t simbahan

Napapalibutan ng tubig na sanhi ng ulan

Mga kabahayan, kalsada at gusali wala ng pinipili

Patuloy sa pag agos, pag pasok at pag wasak sa tahanang munti

Lubog na ari-arian, basang basa pa sa kalungkutan

Kumakalam na sikmura, lamig sa buong katawan

Ramdam ang ngitngit ng kalakisan, ang lupit tagos sa laman

Mga saksakyan na dati hari ng kalsada, ngayon lumulutang na,

Mga Bangka dating ginagamit sa dagat ngayon nasa kalye na

Iba na, iba na.. ako’y nababahala na, panahong ito dulo’t ay pinsala

Wala na tayong lupang makita,  ang bayan  waterworld na

Tama na, tama na, nawa’y tumigil  na kami’y wala ng lakas kung ito’y ay magpapatuloy pa

Hindi ako handa sa ganitong eksena sapagka’t akoy walang buta at salbabida

Ayaw kung mamatay sa pagkalunod sa baha

Ito’y walang hustisya.

Ulan

Ang ulan ay isang biyaya mula sa kalingitan

Hatid  nito ay magandang pag usbong ng mga bulaklak at mga halamang uhaw na uhaw

 sa mga tuyong kalupaan...

sa malalim na kahulugan

para sa iba ito ay isang romatikong panahon  para sa mga tayong punong puno ng pagibig at pag asa

ang pagtampisaw sa ulan at sa patuloy na pag agos nito kasabay ng tuwa at kagalakan

bagamat sa iba’y panibugho at kalungkutan na sumisimbulo sa madilim na kalangitan

ang pag buhos mula sa langit, ay kasabay ng pag iyak sa mga ala-alang kumukurot haggang sa kailaliman ng damdaming pinabibigat ng mga nakalipas na pangyayari...

dalawang magka- ibang damdamin, dalawang pananaw na na dala ng mahiwagang ulan..

ano pa man ang dulot nito ating sariwaan ang momentong nag papa labas ng ngiting matatamis sa kabila ng pag luha ng langit.

Blessed and Bliss

I would like to thank the Lord for the TIME i got to share with my wonderful Nanay and Tatay.

I considered most precious gift coz i cannot buy time it's priceless.

I can't imagine how far they roam just to be with me, and they are always excited to see me and i feel the same.

I am Blessed for having these guys as my parents and  unlimited Bliss for the moment they spent to me, I am loved and felt really special.

dear God bless my NANAY and TATAY i wanna grow old with them :)

Para sa iyo aking AMA

Ikaw’y nangibang bansa nung ako’y bata pa

Kasama ako sa paghatid sayo sa NAIA

Ako’y tatlong taon halos walang pang maala

Sa paglisan mo ako’y kumaway pa

Si nanay bitbit ako na malungkot  lumuluha pa

Yakap nya ako ng mahigpit, ramdam ko na sya nangungulila

Sa pag alis mo tangan mo ay pag asa

Isang pangarap na na binuo sa simula pa

At doon sa Saudi Arabia ay nag sumikap ka

Sa pamamagitan ng sulat ay nag kwento ka

Di nag laon, boses mo ni record mo pa

Nagpadala ka ng mga larawan mga ngiti mo’y kaaya aya

Si nanay ay tuwang tuwa sa sitwasyon mong Masaya

Pati si kuya at ate na mi-miss ka ng sobra

Ang mga padala mong laruan kakaiba nga naman talaga

Ito ay puro imported at di baterya

Sa mga kalaro naming kami lagi ay bida

Mga laruang tumutunog sa amin lahat ay nagpapasaya

Ibinigay mo lahat, nagsipag ka para saming lahat

Tiniis mo ang hirap at init na sumusunog sa iyong balat

Mabigay lang ang magandang buhay para sa aming lahat

Ang malayo ka ay isang sakripisyong matatawag

kapalit ang pag tupad para sa aming mga pangarap

para sayo’y kami ang inspirasyon sa iyong pagsisikap

kaya’t wala sa bokabularyo mo ang mga katagang “give-up”

bilang isang haligi, nanatili kang matatag

ano mang unos, nagpagtagumpayan nating lahat

buo lagi ang loob mo sa pag tanggol mo saming lahat

hinubog mo kami sa salita ng Dios na nakakataas

na may takot at kababaang loob

di mo man samin nabigay ang lahat ng luho

maliwanag samin ang salitang kuntento

hindi ko ipagpapalit ang  good values

sapat na itong kayamanan  na dadalhin namin haggang sa pag tanda

kagaya mong bilang isang mabuting tao

mananatili kang idolo  sa mga aming puso

Mahal kita, ikaw lang ang aking AMA.

Happy Father’s day

No to mining please...

Medyo conflicting ata ang campaign ng it’s more fun in the Philippines sa totoong kondisyon ng bayang kung pilipinas nakaka depress at nakakatakot isiping na malaking bahagi ng pilipinas na sinisira ng mga ng mining industries (i'm watching TED FAILON) lalo na sa bahagi ng surigao at sa Palawan iba pang bahagi ng pilipinas, dahil sa pagpapahintulot ng local na pamahalaan ay malaya silang nakaka patuloy ng kanilang operasyon na sa kasamaan ay tuluyang nakakasisira sa mga kabuhayan ng mga maralitang tao at pati ang pagkasira ng kalusugan ng bawat mahihirap. Sa mga hindi pagtupad ng mga pangako sa pagtulong kapalit ng pag wasak ng kalikasan at sa pag unti unting pagpatay sa kabuhayan.  Ganito kung pano tayo pagsamantalahan ng mga ganid na mga may kapangyarihan, iniiwan tayong lugmok sa gitna ng sitwasyong wala na tayong magagawa. Dahil sa mahinang pwersa ng mahihirap idadaan na lang natin sa walang katapusang  pagluha at dasal na sana’y minsan marinig ang ating  mga daing na tila’y wala ng kalutasan.

Inang Pilipinas

Ang yaman ng pilipinas ay para sa mga Pilipino

Hindi sa mga dayuhang gusto mag samantala dito

Kaya’t pag yamaning maiigi likas na yaman hindi lamang ginto

Magpasalamat  sa Ulan na nagdidilig sa kalupaan ng bansang ito

Maswerte tayo hindi tayo binigyan ng desyerto, at sagana sa mineral at iba pang mga bato

Nabubuhay tayo na may mga matatabang halaman, at luntiang kagubatan

Nasisikatan tayo ng araw na nagpapatingkad sa asul na karagatan

Ang mga isdang naninirahan sa ilalim ng dagat, nagbibigay buhay at kagandahan

Mga hanging sariwa, nagpapasayaw sa mga damuhan at ligaw na mga bulaklak

Mga ibong malayang nakakalipad, umaawit na ang tinig haggang langit

At iba pang hayop na malayang nakaka gala sa kabundukan

Rumaragasang tubig sa ilog, sapa at batis na kasing tamis ng isang bagong pag ibig

At mga pagkaing biyaya mula sa langit na walang patid

Pilipinas ikaw na nga napaka yaman at pinagpala

Lupang masagana at marangya

Sana’y pag ingatan ka, na ang katawan mo’y di masira

Wag ka sanag ipagpalit

Ng mga taong  nasisilaw sa salapi, 

Manatili ka kanlungan ng mga abang lahi

Mga nag aalab mong yakap, sa puso nanatili

Ikaw lang ang mag sasalba sa mga susunod na salinlahi

Nawa’y andyan ka parati 

matatag at matayog sa pagtindig

at Nakaalay Sa pag pagtanaw sa nakaraan at pagsalubong sa  umagang minimithi

ningning mo'y mag gagabay sa aming magandang kinabukasan

Ikaw lang sa huli ang aming pupuntahan

sapagkat ikaw ang aming tahanan

ang aming nag iisang inang bayan

Malaya na nga ba tayo?

Malayang nabubuhay ng masagana?

Malayang na aabot ang mga pangarap?

Malayang nakakasabay  sa pag unlad ng ibang bansa?

Malayang napapakinabangan ang sariling likas na yaman?

Malayang ipahayag ang saloobin sa mga mga may kapangyarihan?

Malayang nakukuha ang sapat ng katarungan?

Malayang nakaka kilos na may tamang proteksyon laban sa mapang abuso?

Malayang nakikinabang sa mga buwis ng sambayanan?

Malayang nakatanggap ng edukasyon ang mga kapos palad?

Malaya at tamang Sahod sa pagod ng isang manggagawang si juan?

Malayang naka kuha ng benipisyo sa pag tanda at pag may karamdaman?

Sa pakiramdam ko ang independence day sa pinas isang selebrasyon lamang mula sa pananakop ng mga dayuhan na ginugunita natin taon-taon, pero kung sa ibang aspeto ng kalayaan hindi ko masasabing tayo ay tuluyang malaya, tanggapin man natin oh hindi pa din tayo nakaka ahon sa mga problema na nag papalugmok sa atin sa kahirapan at kasamaan, haggang ngayon may sakit parin tayo sa gobyerno na matagal na nating pinag tititiisan ang mga leaders natin at ay may mga kanya kanyang interest sa pera na dapat sana’y  napupunta sa mga proyekto na makakatulong sa  mga mahihirap. Malaya nga tayo sa pananakop ng iba pero niloloko naman tayo ng sarili nating kalahi, mas masakit at mahirap isipin ang katotohanan, kaya para sakin ang tunay na laban ay ang pag sisikap para sa sarili, matutong lumaban sa hamon ng buhay at huwag iasa ang kapalaran sa karamihan. Ang katuparan ng mga pangarap ang namumula sa sarili. Ganun pa man “Happy independence” sa ating lahat.

Pacman VS. Young lion

Not only me disappointed about the decision but the world shocked and disbelief  as we all knew it was PAMBANSANG KAMAO who made a good fight against bradley but surprisingly the latter seized the WBOW title WTF?, after the great fall of the most undefeated man on the ring, people all over the world gone wild because of that controversial split decision, judges favored the opponent too brazen for the spectators to accept the unwanted result. Where as some called it a scam and thought pacman was robbed this time since pacman hurt Bradley pretty bad throughout the fight but the scores goes to the young lion who quoted “out with the old, and in with the new” he is desperately hunger for fame I would think it's "luto"the fight was rigged...PACSHET!!! or might be a sudden twist of fate? i am not sure....Although pacman insists that he won the fight but then again he cannot take back judges decision it was over. We can only ask for a rematch to prove our worth and get back what is taken from us the HONOR. (sourgraping)  hehehe anyhoo,on the top of this shit, it’s also bob arum’s victory not bradley, ...hmmm... asking for rematch is expected to rake millions of dollars, see? it is all planned/manipulated and some sort of a plain business for organizers and promoters so why expect too much? Have you ever notice the trending? Sweet revenge is on the way that’s how it goes. Just watch and follow. Our very own will fight back soon. (bradley ended up on a wheelchair while manny walks down with his nose at a friendly level :) ) 

For this part, Pacquiao expressed no doubt that he had emerged victorious, elicting cheers from the media.


"i respect the decision, but 100% I believe I won the fight, "he said. "We have to respect my opponent also. The decision has been done already, let's give credit to him."

Ending with positive notes:

~you remained a treasured sporting icon despite of the loss.

~our champion and still our pambansang kamao, no one could take that from you.

~your humility makes you a better a person; you have a heart of a real champion.

~You brought pride to our nation; People are looking up to you, we are so proud of you no matter what.

i think this is more exciting, go claudine the fearless and the big fist!!!

~just for laugh!

 hahahaha

Mixxxxy

Since the BAYO’S ad stirred buzz over the net, their campaign about the mix thingie is the highlight for this month, unfortunately that's the problem when something put into the wrong context, people could only make fun out of it and even criticize they never think of the value and good intention of this ad, that’s really sad for those who perspired to materialize this sloppy concept,  I feel sorry for the scathing remarks you’ve got from the people, Just move on and do some better stuff instead. Anyhoo, got my own versions of mix thing; here’s my take, my own mix.

50% pinay, 50% pinoy = 100 BAYOT (bayot in visiyas is gay)

50% moody, 50% kind = BAYO-POLAR

>>>HAHAHAH ANG PANGIT<<<<

Last night we watched “SNOW WHITE AND THE HUNTSMAN”, I was with my annoying girlfriends we were laughing all throughout the movie; that’s the usual get together we had on a Friday night. We rock the night together. It was a happy hour chilling with soda and popcorn.

Because K and C were my favourite stars on the movie I can just say no to them although it wasn’t that great but not bad either;  The verdict is, it was a mixed scenes from other films created and we watched them over and over again.

So my girls thought that the title could be;

1. 50% Snow white, 50% 300

2. 50% Snow white, 50% Beast

3. 50% Snow white, 50% Thor

4. 50% Snow white, 50% Sleeping Beauty

5. 50% Snow white, 50% Steel

6. 50% Snow white, 50% Pocahontas

7. 50% Snow white, 50% Hunger Games

We smiled at that thought.

Reunited

I'ts been so long, and i miss her so much

we've lost touch since the day we fought

It was years of silence

The gap widened, she became unreachable

 I know i hurt her deeply that she could not forget

She despised me, cursed me to death

She became elusive; we never cross our path since then

I regret the day when I caused her pain

 I have been so harsh and mean

Then I realized the mistakes I made

But seems chances are obscure

She drifted away

I prayed for healing, my heavy heart is swelling

I need peace and love

I have yearned for reconnection and reconciliation

I never stop begging......

Indeed that time can heal all wounds

Finally, the long wait is over

She came to me and hugged me

Without words, I know we forgive each other

The pain has gone, and the love grows

We missed each other

This is really true

Blood is thicker than water

No matter what happened you’re still my lil sister

I love you, I always will

I’ll be just right here, i'll be watching over you.

One filthy maggot

i thank the almighty God for i am back to my energetic self, after an agonizing days of being so sick and lonely, now i can do the usual stuff, but seems there's no perfect time for me, i can't excuse myself to some evil woman in the office her annoying attitude is really provocative attacking my quiet moment.

Evil woman: Hey, can i borrow your umbrella?

Me: I am sorry i don't have spare.

Evil woman: Ang damot mo naman, meron naman oh, sa ilalim ng desk.

Me: but it's not mine (polite way), di ko wede pahiram. (eh talaga naman di ko naman ugali ibigay gamit ng iba, respeto na lang. the evil woman was so pikon i heard her saying stupid, i was like shock for a minute, fast  hurtful remarks, di ko lang napagbigyan she was that angry for no valid reasons?, i couldn't just take that,  eh di bumili ka, bakit mo ko pipilitin sa mga bagay na di pwede.? I was fuming, so fucking rude.. Grow up! you can't just put me down with your sharp tongue! watch your words.

 i really have a short temper,  i easily react to situations that pushes me to the limit, i think it's my defensive maneuvers to whatever situation i got into, if i am on the right side i will fight back, sus naman! tapos na ang pang aapi ng mga hapon satin. I know where to stand and i know how to respect if you deserve to be respected.

To you my stupid workmate, why you just don't stop being nasty? try mo lang magpakabait minsan. Isa kang malaking stress sa buhay ko. Why are you so uncaring and insensitive?

haayyyyysssss.

This is how we end up the month of May with exasperation.

Shit happens.

:/

Pain,pain go away lil gay wants to play

I have only few hours left then i need to go back to my usual duty and yet i’m still weak and sick i am not completely healed i have been suffering this a week already, the pain is recurrent, i took meds but it seems the effect is just temporary (self medication), i have this decreasing energy, loss of appetite, excruciating body pain, dizziness, difficulty in breathing and a lot of symptoms of some serious illness. I went to a doctor and had some prescriptions of multivitamins and B complex, i am still under observation for two weeks then if it doesn’t work well for me that’s the time that i will run another test the ECG.

How do i feel right now?, i am totally scared and depressed too young  to experience this health crisis. Now i realized that this is really true, that i must pay attention more on my health, because “health is wealth” nothing else matters.

How long it would take to get back to my energetic self ? I have no idea, I hope it’ll come soonest otherwise i am force to file leave to recuperate and take a break from a stressful life in the city. I want to live my life long, healthy and lively. So God please heal my aching body.

Current mood: Sick :(

Yesterday was GAGA, Today is Jessica and Tomorrow will be Corona

There  are three major exciting event this week;


1. Gaga  - 2 nights event + sold out tickets = people went crazy, while the critics/protesters went home nothing and  the battle is over and the show went on,these people are affected of gaga's provocative lyrics and risque costumes, but this unstoppable star had successfully held the spectacular show despite of the crisis of her asian tour. It's really ok gaga, we have bunch of devils prowling at night and day even before you came. It doesn't bother us at all. Please continue your music and continue to inspire many.


2. Jessica  S- Bagged the second place, darling of the crowd most talk about celebrity this week, we feel bad a bit disappointed for the AI result, The white guy PP got the AI title for this season, it really baffles me becoz he's the real american guy and that's what make him a real winner?, and jess is a mixed race gal, popularity over talent? this really makes me nuts, victory slips that easy, but despite the awful verdict the people can't get over it supporting jessica all the way from any corner of the world, made the crowd gone wild., jessica's performance was simply amazing! yeah! no doubt, she's young but she can eat you whole on stage. Soon she can outshine people who defeated her. a long way to go for her, You've got what it takes. True winner! a duet that people cannot get enough of, please check them on youtube "and i am telling you" with the legendary Jennifer holiday. It was horrific Awesome!


3.Corona - the drama king, he is the lie from the devil not the homos...tomorrow is the continuation of the trial, i don't think he is ready to be crossed examined but the senate give him until tomorrow to show up. If he failed to come on the trial, he'll then be charged guilty, i still hope he can make it, so he can get the fair justice, he has a lot to say, yadaahhhh,yadaahhhh just to get the sympathy of the people. kahit anong gawin mo,  Sorry, i can hardly believe you're not saying the truth kung feeling mo "it's you against the world? well you deserved it, stop all the lies man hindi ikaw ang kawawa dito,  I expect that it would be a circus show. God bless the nation. please don't leave the cage open.


~nakakaloka sunod sunod na kaganapan ang isa dyan ay problema, buti na lang kinakaya ko, i am still looking forward for more exciting at nagbabagang kaganapan, wag lang karahasan.

~ciao

Who is the real GAGA?

Mainit ang topic ngayon sa TV, sa twitter, sa newspaper, sa FB at ano pa mang uri ng pagpapahayag, at ang nagbabagang paksa? Ay si Lady GAGA ang tinaguriang Mother Monster mula sa industriya ng MUSIKA. Hmmm parang nailihis na naman ang issue natin kay Corona at natakpan na ang kontorbersyal na brawl ng tulfo brothers vs. Santiago at ano pa mang issue meron tayo wala tayong natatapos na issue sa totoo lang...wachaaathink?sinisimulan lang din  natin at hindi na natin alam kung nabigyan ng sulosyon, sabagay mga ordinaryong tao lang tayo para tapusin ang mga napakadaming problema, sa ngayon ito ang trending. Clap,Clap! See? wala na tayong ibang mapagtuunan ng pansin pati ang dayuhang gustong magbigay ng sandaling kasiyahan sa bansa ay inuulan pa ng batikos,ang nakakainis at nakakhiya pa ay ang batuhin sya ng mga bagay na malayo sa katauhan nya,sabagay totoo nga ang kasabihang na "kapag maraming bunga ang puno binabato" 


 isang malaking pagkakamali ang tawagin sya na demonyo or myembro ng satanista at ano-ano pang nakakatakot na tawag sa kanya, ang mga taong ito nasa posisyon sa gobyerno at ang iba ay may katungkulan pa sa simbahan ang syang kumokundena na parang bang sila ang perpekto at banal na nilalang sa mundo, naturingang mga tagasunod ng Dios sila pa ang madaling humusga sa kapwa, ano pa nga ba? nagkalat mga ipokrito at nag proprotesta sila ngayon sa Pasay! Siguro naman aware sya sa linyang ito “he who has not sinned cast the first stone.” Wala ni isa satin ang may karapatan husgahan ang kapwa natin sa mga bagay na nakikita lang natin, nagiging subjective ang mga taong ito kay Lady gaga, Pag ganyan ang fashion sense, demonyo na agad?  Kung ganu! madaming nagkalat na demonyo sa pinas kung yan lang ang basehan natin dahil mas marami ang fashionably tragic dito. Wala yan sa kapal ng Make up or sa custume na kakaiba, nasa kaloob looban yan, malamang di nyo nakita. Kasi sa labas kayo nakatingin... Imbyerna!

 Hindi na tayo umusad sa pananaw natin sa pagbihis at sa taste natin sa musika, si GAGA ay walang pinag kaiba kay Madonna,MJ at iba pa, musika lang naman ang pinapakilala nila sa tao hindi ang impluwensya ng kasamaan, napakaraming problema sa pilipinas ang dapat tutukan ng mga tao, masyado ng mataas ang krimen, kahirapan at at kalamidad sa pinas na nangangailangan ng matinding atensyon at taimtim na pag dadasal,kung sa paghahanap lang ng demonyo madami ang nagkalat nyan dito na kahit di mo tawagin kusang lumalapit no wonder kung bakit sila lagi ang bida sa TV, nakabihis ng desente, at may mga posisyon sa buhay. Sila dapat ang binabato kasi sila ang mga magnanakaw at nagpapahirap sa sambayanan, yan ang realidad na pinamumugaran na tayo ng masasama kahit na ng wala pa yan si lady gaga nag eexist pa din sila, bakit yang mga pinuno sa simbahan di pumunta sa senado para wisikan ng holywater ang mga sinungaling!!! Baka sakaling umusok at matunaw at mabawasan ang demonyo sa pinas. Hindi naman ako die hard fan ni gaga, pero nakakabwisit lang tong ginagawa sa kanya, kasi ang taong hinuhusgahan nila ay isang taong may mabait ng kalaooban, sa katunayan isa sya may malaki ng share sa donasyon sa ibat ibang charity maalala ko lang nag concert sya last year para sa maka tulong sa JAPAN . Ito ba ay Gawain ng isang demonyo? I am sure not.

~do not judge her based on your ignorance.

stupefaction is good sometimes :)

i should thank you for being one. hehehe kidding

~without these people, our world could be unhappiest place to be.
~who made us happy? those people who set their butt on fire
~"three stogees"  their hallmark was physical farce and extreme slapstick are remarkable comedy show that can make someone laugh to death. Is one perfect example of this.
~one hilarious show on TV the "ridiculousness" a collection of video clips (blunders) uploaded on youtube.
~there's a lot out there, unscripted, and unexpected there's no specific time for this, when i see one i laugh it off, or even join them,who knows? you might be the one, we can act silly sometimes. And it's really fun.

Good Vibes

 just want to add more.

-no more whining
-don't break rules
-get enough sleep
-pray more
-watch good movie
-save more
-set priorities
-laugh more
-stop, and think
-no more procrastination be proactive
-A walk in the park, the nearest one.
-Appreciate heat and rain
-buy something for myself (clothes,beauty products, any accessories, office shoes)
-call and SMS my family and to all that i care the most
-keep my nose at a friendly level
-be nice to people,don't be so mean (just for a week? hahaha)
-balance diet, drink more water

i know it doesn't end here, there's more coming up, looking forward for more positive vibes this week...

~ciao

Endless Love

I want this someday....You and I.... JUST US!

We stand before God,we will make our promise, our vows...

Two become one,  nobody could break us apart

neither distance could separate us, 

You are mine and I am Yours

One flesh and one soul

One Pure Love strong and Eternal

My lame attempts to layout designing

After several attempts and painstaking hours of changing/modifying the old boring layout of this blog of mine, finally it turned out good for me(it’sjust me saying) LOL  it’s customized, so gay and loud and i used the colour of my choice, I so love it. Who is will? hahaha

Mama

The first beauty i have seen when i first open my eyes

The first beat i heard when i rest on her chest

The first touch that comforts me on a scary night

The first lullaby to my ears when i have to take a nap

The one who feeds me, witnessed my first bite.

Who kept her eyes on me 24/7, when i had my first crawl, first walk, jump and fall.

The woman who taught me how to offer my first prayer

Who took care of me when i had my first cut, bite and bruise,  

rushed me to the clinic when i seriously fell ill.

Who console me when i am mad, afraid and confused of the things around me

My shield when i had my first awful nightmare

My first teacher when i learned my ABC

The genius who introduced me to the universe and never gets tired of giving answers to my Q’s

Who scolded me when i first lied to people

My superhero in this unforgiving world

Rescued me when i am in trouble and desperately crying for help

My confidant, the first who believe in me and support me all thru out my journey

Always there whatever situation i am into
My keeper and in herr arms i am loved and safe

With that, MAMA i am forever thankful

I love you so much

******

Mama, i want to tell the world how great you are, i know my words are not enough to best describe you but 

I want to thank you for the unconditional love you gave to me.

You never get tired of me, you never give up on me, you still care the same way

Now that you are old and wrinkled and a little weak,It’s time to to repay the good deeds you have done for me through the years, i am forever grateful that God gave you to me.i can't do it exactly your way, but i will try hard to make you happy and give all your needs, i will keep you here in my heart wherever I go.

~hugs.

~kisses

riding solo

i am living my life so empty and blue
wanting to be hugged and loved

i am traveling alone with no predetermined destination
a total stranger in the crowd
and  a lost soul


to be continued

Random thoughts

Beautiful mind

Morning’s prayer

Hello sunshine

Good reads

Classical Music

Fantastic Movies

Favourite shows

Delightful food

Mushy tweets

Honey lemon juice

Virtual babe

Singing bee

Couch potato

It’s easy like Sunday morning

:)

I love you Part II

your short frizzy hair

your two bunny front teeth
your thick eyeglasses

and extra long feet
your androgynous beauty
you are fashionably great
and a self proclaimed hopeless romantic

i love it, when i see you pissed
your death stares make me shivers
but when  you're happy you had the loudest shrieked
you're a little weird

i know behind your stiff appearance
you have gentle soul underneath

beyond the imperfections, i just love you the way you are.

I love you PART 1

                      i love you in so many ways

                                        your fascination with oddities

                                      your old taste in music

                                       your addiction to sweets, 
                                       coffee,books and the romantic rain!

                                       your passion to poetry and great writings, 

                                       and i'm amazed with your personal musings

                                       your unfathomable insights always make me wonder

                                       i find it so lovely and sweet

                                       i am captivated by your overflowing charm

                                       your smile brings luck to my day

                                       so much thoughts about you!

                                       i am smitten!

Golden words

words from Legendary reggae singer BOB MARLEY. (Indeed, TRUE!)

How to LOVE a WOMAN?

"You may not be here first, or her only. She loved before she may love again, but if she loves you now, what else matter? she's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart, so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

sunkissed

i love summer,

the walk along the shore 

the roll of the tide

taste of the salty air

the extreme heat

a burnt skin
and not so sweet, sweat!

the tropical breeze
and the sand between my toes

i am fascinated with people 

doing the same thing
having all the fun

kids playing and running

women swimming and tanning

men surfing and diving

and i? just standing  and staring at them  hehehe

this is how i enjoy beaching!

♥♥♥

TOMA

Another day full of good memories,

I went to the river with some of my relatives

Same old happy people

We laugh at the same joke

We reminisce the time we were all drunk and wasted

We goofed, we cursed, we disclosed until we get soaked

Again we went through the same old shit

Funnier than yesterday, even better today

PIPIT

I hate it when i see Shannon crying, i feel the pain (am watching gene simmons, family jewels)

Sending  her daughter to college thus limiting herself to fulfil maternal duties to the child she cares so much.

I am not a mother but i understand exactly how it feels like to see my love ones leaving the house.

 my thoughts :         

                                                                                                                       

It’s like a hatched birds, you can keep them while they’re still young, all you can do is to feed them and give them the best care, however as they get older  and learn more about the vastness of the outside world, you can’t just kept them on the cage  forever the more you do the more you hurt them.

The best way is to release them and let them discover their own abilities to soar high, go far and test their own potentials. Genuine love is giving them the freedom to control their lives, Stand for what they believe in and give them the opportunity to grow and live normally. 

Go the distance

This is exactly what i want in life! to wander and soar, no matter how far i go, and no matter who i am with during the entire journey, i just want to discover how beautiful the world is and unravel the mystery of different places, i want to learn about the people, the culture, the smiles, and anything goes with it.


Random things i probably want to do someday if given a chance and i am ready and crazy to take the plunge;

1. walk barefoot on the golden sands of arab desserts, the camels the sand surfing, hijabs and the mosques.

2. Experience the below zero temp at the north pole and capture the breath taking ice formation have a good time looking at the polar bears and its playful cabs. i just love the snow! the flakes that fall down to my head.

3. The wild animals in africa, The ferocious, rhino, tigers, girrafes and the extreme heat.

4. The amazing waves in hawaii, the volcanoes and it's famous traditional dance, a bonefire in the beach.

5. Famous landmarks in america,The ground Zero, the Golden gate, the empire state building, the statue of liberty, Universal studios, and a lot more.

6. Historical places in china, i'll probably want to try the long walks at the Great wall, explore the beijing city, the ming dynasty, the summer palace, and the shaolin temple. Wanna try the Kung FU! hahaha

7. The Great Taj mahal in india! and the hot indian delicacies, i'm sure it's incredible in india.

8. The cherry blossoms in Japan and it's famous Raponggi an area of an active night life scene. party till dawn!

9. Niagra falls in canada.

10. i wanna cross the border of mexico, the beautiful people, their customs, the ever authentic mexican recipes, salsa, tortillas, mouth watering tacos, quesadilla and many more.

11. Sun setting in alaska and as well as Galapagos.

12. The largest Egyptian Pyramid, Pyramid of KHUFU at Giza. and other world's monumental structures.

13.City of Lights Paris. The Lourve and have a glimpse on a famous painting "mona lisa" and other important artwork. The famous Eiffel tower always on the top of my list, imagining myself having a cup of coffee with someone and enjoying the romantic atmosphere and climb at the top of the tower and feel the breath taking view.

14. The leaning tower of PISA most popular attractions in ITALY known for it's colorful marble and arches,  The roman Colosseum the top examples of architecture and engineering. i also want to taste the authentic pasta and pizza and a glass of wine that is perfect for gastronomic feast.

15. The majestic array of temples in Thailand, and the gay activity by night. This is really exciting.

wounded

This isn’t exactly my story but i feel so sorry for my colleague who had loss her father the other day. Her father engaged in a flame throwing argument and was brutally murdered by vile sub human that has instantly lost his sanity.  How ironic it was that both were church workers, and the incident took place outside the house of God, Indeed Satan tests the humility of these two misguided souls, and finally won the battle. People are getting worst today, this is really crazy, where is the love? how could you take someone else’s life for such illogical ruckus?, killing is an act of a heartless and inhumane evil. We are all created by God with pure spirits and so much respect to our fellowmen so therefore we should act according to his will, and continue to love and protect each other.

I could hardly believe that this era is full of abusive individuals at ginawang art ang killing?how can someone afford to kill ng ganun na lang, eh ikaw nga mismo ayaw mo masaktan ka? This is beyond normal. So ridiculous and very alarming.

 I hope the perpetuator will be put in jail soonest and face the consequences for the heinous crime he committed and give the victim a fair justice he deserves a maximum punishment, his life is not enough to pay the damages he has made.

My friend was rushing off to get home to see the lifeless body of the man who gave her life. I saw it in her eyes the bursts of agony and frustrations, she was deeply grieving and the pain was so unbearable and tormenting, how it feels like losing the pillar of the family? Who would lead the family, and protect the children? I couldn’t imagine the life after this tragedy it is purely devastating, losing someone you love is the greatest pain a human could ever experience.

I hope she will get through this with the help of our Almighty Creator, soon all her sufferings shall pass.

I can think of a few factors that could possibly save us from being a victim;

     1. Avoid throwing Insults and sarcasms, Tongue is mightier than sword, you can easily break and destroy someone’s heart with the things you say, never argue with a bunch of idiots most of the time it's not what you say but how you say it, so be careful of the words coming out from your mouth.

,    2. You don’t know what human capable of doing when provoked, mind is the most dangerous thing on earth be cautious not to mess up with the person who has short patience and has tendency to physically hurt anybody.

     

2    3. It's easy to uproots faults, never push someone to the limit, man can think of a worst thing to defend himself just to get his ass off the trouble, when tension arises better leave, leaving does not mean that you're a coward it's better not to put your life in jeopardy after all your life is not worth of the trouble.

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My day went pretty well, the usual workloads, dealing with the same people, answer calls, replied to emails, and attended to meetings, peed every 20 mins, check sms, refilled empty tumbler, listened to yokemate complains about work and her personal ordeal being a wife and a mother i see the reflections of a difficult life of having a family, a kid and a husband i can’t seem to share a great advice because i never been in that situation but my good insights could somehow help her, i realized, am i lucky enough that i have different life from her? This time i would practically say YES!

 Another friend having a cementitious time contemplating between work and friendship, her impulsive decisions brought herself to quagmire another wrong action for an immature woman. Two different persons carrying heavy loads on their chests, and two heavy hearts were desperately crying for help.

 Sometimes we tend to focused on complicated things rather than embrace the good ones, we rant instead of finding out solution, we cry instead of analyzing the situation, we ignore the possibilities because we are afraid to fell short, we are fixated onto something we get used to, we get through the vicious cycle. we end up losing our direction and became vulnerable.

Too much negativity gradually devoured the good energy and ebb opportunity to enjoy better life. This justifies that humans are born to deal with the complexities of life.

To be continued.

Great start

This blog has been born few months ago, can be sort of a journal to me, all written entries based on my personal random experiences, my whining, my adventure, my struggles, my hopes, my disappointments and my views to certain things.

writing is not my passion, I am more of a reader than a scrivener, a listener than a speaker, I can be so terse or solecistic at all times because i am struggling on my tangled thoughts, i have  vast experiences but i find it hard to put into writings i feel the agony of getting started but then still forced myself to give it a try, (wala naman siguro mawawala) this blog can be a better venue to express my inner self that i can be bold here and i can go extra mile with no one stopping me, i can release my emotions happy or not and even vent out my frustrations in life and burn out all the uncertaninties,  this give me room for some  breath out of all the sigh of life.

The world of blogging is more like a therapy to me, extracting and reviving my innermost thought that has been stored for years.  It is a nice feeling i can dig out the old rotten memories and bring them to life. I just have to close my eyes and go back to the memory lane.

For now, i’ll take it slow, i am certified newbie so i have to make a baby step and prepare myself for the big leap, writing isn’t that easy but soon i will discover more the fun side and improve my creativity. My sincerest apologies for the flaws you might find in my writings, i will try hard to polish every published entry. Again i am an amateur writer a long way to go for me.