One filthy maggot

i thank the almighty God for i am back to my energetic self, after an agonizing days of being so sick and lonely, now i can do the usual stuff, but seems there's no perfect time for me, i can't excuse myself to some evil woman in the office her annoying attitude is really provocative attacking my quiet moment.

Evil woman: Hey, can i borrow your umbrella?

Me: I am sorry i don't have spare.

Evil woman: Ang damot mo naman, meron naman oh, sa ilalim ng desk.

Me: but it's not mine (polite way), di ko wede pahiram. (eh talaga naman di ko naman ugali ibigay gamit ng iba, respeto na lang. the evil woman was so pikon i heard her saying stupid, i was like shock for a minute, fast  hurtful remarks, di ko lang napagbigyan she was that angry for no valid reasons?, i couldn't just take that,  eh di bumili ka, bakit mo ko pipilitin sa mga bagay na di pwede.? I was fuming, so fucking rude.. Grow up! you can't just put me down with your sharp tongue! watch your words.

 i really have a short temper,  i easily react to situations that pushes me to the limit, i think it's my defensive maneuvers to whatever situation i got into, if i am on the right side i will fight back, sus naman! tapos na ang pang aapi ng mga hapon satin. I know where to stand and i know how to respect if you deserve to be respected.

To you my stupid workmate, why you just don't stop being nasty? try mo lang magpakabait minsan. Isa kang malaking stress sa buhay ko. Why are you so uncaring and insensitive?

haayyyyysssss.

This is how we end up the month of May with exasperation.

Shit happens.

:/

Pain,pain go away lil gay wants to play

I have only few hours left then i need to go back to my usual duty and yet i’m still weak and sick i am not completely healed i have been suffering this a week already, the pain is recurrent, i took meds but it seems the effect is just temporary (self medication), i have this decreasing energy, loss of appetite, excruciating body pain, dizziness, difficulty in breathing and a lot of symptoms of some serious illness. I went to a doctor and had some prescriptions of multivitamins and B complex, i am still under observation for two weeks then if it doesn’t work well for me that’s the time that i will run another test the ECG.

How do i feel right now?, i am totally scared and depressed too young  to experience this health crisis. Now i realized that this is really true, that i must pay attention more on my health, because “health is wealth” nothing else matters.

How long it would take to get back to my energetic self ? I have no idea, I hope it’ll come soonest otherwise i am force to file leave to recuperate and take a break from a stressful life in the city. I want to live my life long, healthy and lively. So God please heal my aching body.

Current mood: Sick :(

Yesterday was GAGA, Today is Jessica and Tomorrow will be Corona

There  are three major exciting event this week;


1. Gaga  - 2 nights event + sold out tickets = people went crazy, while the critics/protesters went home nothing and  the battle is over and the show went on,these people are affected of gaga's provocative lyrics and risque costumes, but this unstoppable star had successfully held the spectacular show despite of the crisis of her asian tour. It's really ok gaga, we have bunch of devils prowling at night and day even before you came. It doesn't bother us at all. Please continue your music and continue to inspire many.


2. Jessica  S- Bagged the second place, darling of the crowd most talk about celebrity this week, we feel bad a bit disappointed for the AI result, The white guy PP got the AI title for this season, it really baffles me becoz he's the real american guy and that's what make him a real winner?, and jess is a mixed race gal, popularity over talent? this really makes me nuts, victory slips that easy, but despite the awful verdict the people can't get over it supporting jessica all the way from any corner of the world, made the crowd gone wild., jessica's performance was simply amazing! yeah! no doubt, she's young but she can eat you whole on stage. Soon she can outshine people who defeated her. a long way to go for her, You've got what it takes. True winner! a duet that people cannot get enough of, please check them on youtube "and i am telling you" with the legendary Jennifer holiday. It was horrific Awesome!


3.Corona - the drama king, he is the lie from the devil not the homos...tomorrow is the continuation of the trial, i don't think he is ready to be crossed examined but the senate give him until tomorrow to show up. If he failed to come on the trial, he'll then be charged guilty, i still hope he can make it, so he can get the fair justice, he has a lot to say, yadaahhhh,yadaahhhh just to get the sympathy of the people. kahit anong gawin mo,  Sorry, i can hardly believe you're not saying the truth kung feeling mo "it's you against the world? well you deserved it, stop all the lies man hindi ikaw ang kawawa dito,  I expect that it would be a circus show. God bless the nation. please don't leave the cage open.


~nakakaloka sunod sunod na kaganapan ang isa dyan ay problema, buti na lang kinakaya ko, i am still looking forward for more exciting at nagbabagang kaganapan, wag lang karahasan.

~ciao

Who is the real GAGA?

Mainit ang topic ngayon sa TV, sa twitter, sa newspaper, sa FB at ano pa mang uri ng pagpapahayag, at ang nagbabagang paksa? Ay si Lady GAGA ang tinaguriang Mother Monster mula sa industriya ng MUSIKA. Hmmm parang nailihis na naman ang issue natin kay Corona at natakpan na ang kontorbersyal na brawl ng tulfo brothers vs. Santiago at ano pa mang issue meron tayo wala tayong natatapos na issue sa totoo lang...wachaaathink?sinisimulan lang din  natin at hindi na natin alam kung nabigyan ng sulosyon, sabagay mga ordinaryong tao lang tayo para tapusin ang mga napakadaming problema, sa ngayon ito ang trending. Clap,Clap! See? wala na tayong ibang mapagtuunan ng pansin pati ang dayuhang gustong magbigay ng sandaling kasiyahan sa bansa ay inuulan pa ng batikos,ang nakakainis at nakakhiya pa ay ang batuhin sya ng mga bagay na malayo sa katauhan nya,sabagay totoo nga ang kasabihang na "kapag maraming bunga ang puno binabato" 


 isang malaking pagkakamali ang tawagin sya na demonyo or myembro ng satanista at ano-ano pang nakakatakot na tawag sa kanya, ang mga taong ito nasa posisyon sa gobyerno at ang iba ay may katungkulan pa sa simbahan ang syang kumokundena na parang bang sila ang perpekto at banal na nilalang sa mundo, naturingang mga tagasunod ng Dios sila pa ang madaling humusga sa kapwa, ano pa nga ba? nagkalat mga ipokrito at nag proprotesta sila ngayon sa Pasay! Siguro naman aware sya sa linyang ito “he who has not sinned cast the first stone.” Wala ni isa satin ang may karapatan husgahan ang kapwa natin sa mga bagay na nakikita lang natin, nagiging subjective ang mga taong ito kay Lady gaga, Pag ganyan ang fashion sense, demonyo na agad?  Kung ganu! madaming nagkalat na demonyo sa pinas kung yan lang ang basehan natin dahil mas marami ang fashionably tragic dito. Wala yan sa kapal ng Make up or sa custume na kakaiba, nasa kaloob looban yan, malamang di nyo nakita. Kasi sa labas kayo nakatingin... Imbyerna!

 Hindi na tayo umusad sa pananaw natin sa pagbihis at sa taste natin sa musika, si GAGA ay walang pinag kaiba kay Madonna,MJ at iba pa, musika lang naman ang pinapakilala nila sa tao hindi ang impluwensya ng kasamaan, napakaraming problema sa pilipinas ang dapat tutukan ng mga tao, masyado ng mataas ang krimen, kahirapan at at kalamidad sa pinas na nangangailangan ng matinding atensyon at taimtim na pag dadasal,kung sa paghahanap lang ng demonyo madami ang nagkalat nyan dito na kahit di mo tawagin kusang lumalapit no wonder kung bakit sila lagi ang bida sa TV, nakabihis ng desente, at may mga posisyon sa buhay. Sila dapat ang binabato kasi sila ang mga magnanakaw at nagpapahirap sa sambayanan, yan ang realidad na pinamumugaran na tayo ng masasama kahit na ng wala pa yan si lady gaga nag eexist pa din sila, bakit yang mga pinuno sa simbahan di pumunta sa senado para wisikan ng holywater ang mga sinungaling!!! Baka sakaling umusok at matunaw at mabawasan ang demonyo sa pinas. Hindi naman ako die hard fan ni gaga, pero nakakabwisit lang tong ginagawa sa kanya, kasi ang taong hinuhusgahan nila ay isang taong may mabait ng kalaooban, sa katunayan isa sya may malaki ng share sa donasyon sa ibat ibang charity maalala ko lang nag concert sya last year para sa maka tulong sa JAPAN . Ito ba ay Gawain ng isang demonyo? I am sure not.

~do not judge her based on your ignorance.

stupefaction is good sometimes :)

i should thank you for being one. hehehe kidding

~without these people, our world could be unhappiest place to be.
~who made us happy? those people who set their butt on fire
~"three stogees"  their hallmark was physical farce and extreme slapstick are remarkable comedy show that can make someone laugh to death. Is one perfect example of this.
~one hilarious show on TV the "ridiculousness" a collection of video clips (blunders) uploaded on youtube.
~there's a lot out there, unscripted, and unexpected there's no specific time for this, when i see one i laugh it off, or even join them,who knows? you might be the one, we can act silly sometimes. And it's really fun.

Good Vibes

 just want to add more.

-no more whining
-don't break rules
-get enough sleep
-pray more
-watch good movie
-save more
-set priorities
-laugh more
-stop, and think
-no more procrastination be proactive
-A walk in the park, the nearest one.
-Appreciate heat and rain
-buy something for myself (clothes,beauty products, any accessories, office shoes)
-call and SMS my family and to all that i care the most
-keep my nose at a friendly level
-be nice to people,don't be so mean (just for a week? hahaha)
-balance diet, drink more water

i know it doesn't end here, there's more coming up, looking forward for more positive vibes this week...

~ciao

Endless Love

I want this someday....You and I.... JUST US!

We stand before God,we will make our promise, our vows...

Two become one,  nobody could break us apart

neither distance could separate us, 

You are mine and I am Yours

One flesh and one soul

One Pure Love strong and Eternal

My lame attempts to layout designing

After several attempts and painstaking hours of changing/modifying the old boring layout of this blog of mine, finally it turned out good for me(it’sjust me saying) LOL  it’s customized, so gay and loud and i used the colour of my choice, I so love it. Who is will? hahaha

Mama

The first beauty i have seen when i first open my eyes

The first beat i heard when i rest on her chest

The first touch that comforts me on a scary night

The first lullaby to my ears when i have to take a nap

The one who feeds me, witnessed my first bite.

Who kept her eyes on me 24/7, when i had my first crawl, first walk, jump and fall.

The woman who taught me how to offer my first prayer

Who took care of me when i had my first cut, bite and bruise,  

rushed me to the clinic when i seriously fell ill.

Who console me when i am mad, afraid and confused of the things around me

My shield when i had my first awful nightmare

My first teacher when i learned my ABC

The genius who introduced me to the universe and never gets tired of giving answers to my Q’s

Who scolded me when i first lied to people

My superhero in this unforgiving world

Rescued me when i am in trouble and desperately crying for help

My confidant, the first who believe in me and support me all thru out my journey

Always there whatever situation i am into
My keeper and in herr arms i am loved and safe

With that, MAMA i am forever thankful

I love you so much

******

Mama, i want to tell the world how great you are, i know my words are not enough to best describe you but 

I want to thank you for the unconditional love you gave to me.

You never get tired of me, you never give up on me, you still care the same way

Now that you are old and wrinkled and a little weak,It’s time to to repay the good deeds you have done for me through the years, i am forever grateful that God gave you to me.i can't do it exactly your way, but i will try hard to make you happy and give all your needs, i will keep you here in my heart wherever I go.

~hugs.

~kisses

riding solo

i am living my life so empty and blue
wanting to be hugged and loved

i am traveling alone with no predetermined destination
a total stranger in the crowd
and  a lost soul


to be continued

Random thoughts

Beautiful mind

Morning’s prayer

Hello sunshine

Good reads

Classical Music

Fantastic Movies

Favourite shows

Delightful food

Mushy tweets

Honey lemon juice

Virtual babe

Singing bee

Couch potato

It’s easy like Sunday morning

:)

I love you Part II

your short frizzy hair

your two bunny front teeth
your thick eyeglasses

and extra long feet
your androgynous beauty
you are fashionably great
and a self proclaimed hopeless romantic

i love it, when i see you pissed
your death stares make me shivers
but when  you're happy you had the loudest shrieked
you're a little weird

i know behind your stiff appearance
you have gentle soul underneath

beyond the imperfections, i just love you the way you are.

I love you PART 1

                      i love you in so many ways

                                        your fascination with oddities

                                      your old taste in music

                                       your addiction to sweets, 
                                       coffee,books and the romantic rain!

                                       your passion to poetry and great writings, 

                                       and i'm amazed with your personal musings

                                       your unfathomable insights always make me wonder

                                       i find it so lovely and sweet

                                       i am captivated by your overflowing charm

                                       your smile brings luck to my day

                                       so much thoughts about you!

                                       i am smitten!

Golden words

words from Legendary reggae singer BOB MARLEY. (Indeed, TRUE!)

How to LOVE a WOMAN?

"You may not be here first, or her only. She loved before she may love again, but if she loves you now, what else matter? she's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart, so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

sunkissed

i love summer,

the walk along the shore 

the roll of the tide

taste of the salty air

the extreme heat

a burnt skin
and not so sweet, sweat!

the tropical breeze
and the sand between my toes

i am fascinated with people 

doing the same thing
having all the fun

kids playing and running

women swimming and tanning

men surfing and diving

and i? just standing  and staring at them  hehehe

this is how i enjoy beaching!

♥♥♥

TOMA

Another day full of good memories,

I went to the river with some of my relatives

Same old happy people

We laugh at the same joke

We reminisce the time we were all drunk and wasted

We goofed, we cursed, we disclosed until we get soaked

Again we went through the same old shit

Funnier than yesterday, even better today