PIPIT

I hate it when i see Shannon crying, i feel the pain (am watching gene simmons, family jewels)

Sending  her daughter to college thus limiting herself to fulfil maternal duties to the child she cares so much.

I am not a mother but i understand exactly how it feels like to see my love ones leaving the house.

 my thoughts :         

                                                                                                                       

It’s like a hatched birds, you can keep them while they’re still young, all you can do is to feed them and give them the best care, however as they get older  and learn more about the vastness of the outside world, you can’t just kept them on the cage  forever the more you do the more you hurt them.

The best way is to release them and let them discover their own abilities to soar high, go far and test their own potentials. Genuine love is giving them the freedom to control their lives, Stand for what they believe in and give them the opportunity to grow and live normally. 

Go the distance

This is exactly what i want in life! to wander and soar, no matter how far i go, and no matter who i am with during the entire journey, i just want to discover how beautiful the world is and unravel the mystery of different places, i want to learn about the people, the culture, the smiles, and anything goes with it.


Random things i probably want to do someday if given a chance and i am ready and crazy to take the plunge;

1. walk barefoot on the golden sands of arab desserts, the camels the sand surfing, hijabs and the mosques.

2. Experience the below zero temp at the north pole and capture the breath taking ice formation have a good time looking at the polar bears and its playful cabs. i just love the snow! the flakes that fall down to my head.

3. The wild animals in africa, The ferocious, rhino, tigers, girrafes and the extreme heat.

4. The amazing waves in hawaii, the volcanoes and it's famous traditional dance, a bonefire in the beach.

5. Famous landmarks in america,The ground Zero, the Golden gate, the empire state building, the statue of liberty, Universal studios, and a lot more.

6. Historical places in china, i'll probably want to try the long walks at the Great wall, explore the beijing city, the ming dynasty, the summer palace, and the shaolin temple. Wanna try the Kung FU! hahaha

7. The Great Taj mahal in india! and the hot indian delicacies, i'm sure it's incredible in india.

8. The cherry blossoms in Japan and it's famous Raponggi an area of an active night life scene. party till dawn!

9. Niagra falls in canada.

10. i wanna cross the border of mexico, the beautiful people, their customs, the ever authentic mexican recipes, salsa, tortillas, mouth watering tacos, quesadilla and many more.

11. Sun setting in alaska and as well as Galapagos.

12. The largest Egyptian Pyramid, Pyramid of KHUFU at Giza. and other world's monumental structures.

13.City of Lights Paris. The Lourve and have a glimpse on a famous painting "mona lisa" and other important artwork. The famous Eiffel tower always on the top of my list, imagining myself having a cup of coffee with someone and enjoying the romantic atmosphere and climb at the top of the tower and feel the breath taking view.

14. The leaning tower of PISA most popular attractions in ITALY known for it's colorful marble and arches,  The roman Colosseum the top examples of architecture and engineering. i also want to taste the authentic pasta and pizza and a glass of wine that is perfect for gastronomic feast.

15. The majestic array of temples in Thailand, and the gay activity by night. This is really exciting.

wounded

This isn’t exactly my story but i feel so sorry for my colleague who had loss her father the other day. Her father engaged in a flame throwing argument and was brutally murdered by vile sub human that has instantly lost his sanity.  How ironic it was that both were church workers, and the incident took place outside the house of God, Indeed Satan tests the humility of these two misguided souls, and finally won the battle. People are getting worst today, this is really crazy, where is the love? how could you take someone else’s life for such illogical ruckus?, killing is an act of a heartless and inhumane evil. We are all created by God with pure spirits and so much respect to our fellowmen so therefore we should act according to his will, and continue to love and protect each other.

I could hardly believe that this era is full of abusive individuals at ginawang art ang killing?how can someone afford to kill ng ganun na lang, eh ikaw nga mismo ayaw mo masaktan ka? This is beyond normal. So ridiculous and very alarming.

 I hope the perpetuator will be put in jail soonest and face the consequences for the heinous crime he committed and give the victim a fair justice he deserves a maximum punishment, his life is not enough to pay the damages he has made.

My friend was rushing off to get home to see the lifeless body of the man who gave her life. I saw it in her eyes the bursts of agony and frustrations, she was deeply grieving and the pain was so unbearable and tormenting, how it feels like losing the pillar of the family? Who would lead the family, and protect the children? I couldn’t imagine the life after this tragedy it is purely devastating, losing someone you love is the greatest pain a human could ever experience.

I hope she will get through this with the help of our Almighty Creator, soon all her sufferings shall pass.

I can think of a few factors that could possibly save us from being a victim;

     1. Avoid throwing Insults and sarcasms, Tongue is mightier than sword, you can easily break and destroy someone’s heart with the things you say, never argue with a bunch of idiots most of the time it's not what you say but how you say it, so be careful of the words coming out from your mouth.

,    2. You don’t know what human capable of doing when provoked, mind is the most dangerous thing on earth be cautious not to mess up with the person who has short patience and has tendency to physically hurt anybody.

     

2    3. It's easy to uproots faults, never push someone to the limit, man can think of a worst thing to defend himself just to get his ass off the trouble, when tension arises better leave, leaving does not mean that you're a coward it's better not to put your life in jeopardy after all your life is not worth of the trouble.

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My day went pretty well, the usual workloads, dealing with the same people, answer calls, replied to emails, and attended to meetings, peed every 20 mins, check sms, refilled empty tumbler, listened to yokemate complains about work and her personal ordeal being a wife and a mother i see the reflections of a difficult life of having a family, a kid and a husband i can’t seem to share a great advice because i never been in that situation but my good insights could somehow help her, i realized, am i lucky enough that i have different life from her? This time i would practically say YES!

 Another friend having a cementitious time contemplating between work and friendship, her impulsive decisions brought herself to quagmire another wrong action for an immature woman. Two different persons carrying heavy loads on their chests, and two heavy hearts were desperately crying for help.

 Sometimes we tend to focused on complicated things rather than embrace the good ones, we rant instead of finding out solution, we cry instead of analyzing the situation, we ignore the possibilities because we are afraid to fell short, we are fixated onto something we get used to, we get through the vicious cycle. we end up losing our direction and became vulnerable.

Too much negativity gradually devoured the good energy and ebb opportunity to enjoy better life. This justifies that humans are born to deal with the complexities of life.

To be continued.

Great start

This blog has been born few months ago, can be sort of a journal to me, all written entries based on my personal random experiences, my whining, my adventure, my struggles, my hopes, my disappointments and my views to certain things.

writing is not my passion, I am more of a reader than a scrivener, a listener than a speaker, I can be so terse or solecistic at all times because i am struggling on my tangled thoughts, i have  vast experiences but i find it hard to put into writings i feel the agony of getting started but then still forced myself to give it a try, (wala naman siguro mawawala) this blog can be a better venue to express my inner self that i can be bold here and i can go extra mile with no one stopping me, i can release my emotions happy or not and even vent out my frustrations in life and burn out all the uncertaninties,  this give me room for some  breath out of all the sigh of life.

The world of blogging is more like a therapy to me, extracting and reviving my innermost thought that has been stored for years.  It is a nice feeling i can dig out the old rotten memories and bring them to life. I just have to close my eyes and go back to the memory lane.

For now, i’ll take it slow, i am certified newbie so i have to make a baby step and prepare myself for the big leap, writing isn’t that easy but soon i will discover more the fun side and improve my creativity. My sincerest apologies for the flaws you might find in my writings, i will try hard to polish every published entry. Again i am an amateur writer a long way to go for me. 

crazy over "hunger games"

Just seen the hunger games movie on the big screen i was thrilled and awe, i think the entire scenes quite similar to the movie “naked weapon” starred by magie Q however the former is more realistic in some aspects while the latter focuses on a hard core bloody games (part twisted entertainment, part government intimidated tactic). i am pretty sure the climax of the story relatively close to “survival of the fittest” must fight one another until one survivor remains!  This movie has an amazing casts makes more inspiring and undeniably worthy to watch. looking forward for more exciting sequels. 

i haven’t read the book yet, i’m excited to get the whole series but i have slim chance now, so i think i need to save up dough to get that whims really ASAP. 

The damsel darling Katniss Everdeen from district 12. isn't she lovely?

katniss had a romantic involvement with this guy peeta, his partner and also a great contender.

this fille saves katniss life from danger her BFF, the ever beautiful rue who made me cry.

wrath

Yesterday was supposed to be a pre birthday celebration of a mate, unfortunately a simple invitation turns out to a heated argument everyone was furious and each word spilled was like a corposant tossed in the thin air and no one wants to lower her defenses, so then the battles have begun, after exchanging and ranting out boiling emotions against each other the tensions escalated and the wall built instantly, all went wrong. Respect and love flew out the window and immediately replaced by hate and anger. A depressing moment of my life. 

 A friend of ours burst out her sentiments over the net stealing some moments during working hours, and since this woman messed up with the group, with her irrational and her classic slutty-shitty behaviour were the cause of all the trouble, this woman went overboard and because she didn’t accept her shortcomings and pretends that nothing had gone wrong, and with the chain of lies she wore around her neck, made this whole things wrecked, some of us were mad as hell. How can you keep a friend who doesn’t know how to value and respect her chum? Sound so very gormless. It’s a very complicated situation I don’t really know how we can iron out things after this feud; we break each other’s hearts. I still want to keep the friendship despite of the misunderstanding still she deserves a second chance, but i guess a little more time of healing and forgiving, a time can heal all wounds; i still believe that we can patch things up someday; we just need time to cool it down and reminisce the good old days and move forward. 

    

Mad tuesday

Date with girlfriends, an awkward feeling when you’re with someone you wish wasn’t around, trying to  act cool not too blunt to be an irrational bitch because i still want to keep the good vibes for the sake of our friendship thing , Oh well! i was trying so hard, the best that i can be., Todo na yan! I was wearing a poker face, but i don’t harm no one.  I hate it, my x friend appears like an enemy to me! I absolutely hate this witch.

ragamuffin gay

I’m glued,  while enjoying Disney movies, sigh... cartoons reminds me of my childhood days,  my nanay’s vintage black and white tv with poor reception, limited channels, the sound and picture are not that stunning, i can  just imagine images i see were all wonderful, however as a child it gives me so much joy  aside from cotton candy.

my days were like?I had dirty feet, i plunged on dirt as often as i want, uncut nails, snot on face and my wavy uncombed hair, that’s what i was during my adolescent period, i’m a street kitty! You’ll see me roaming around,basking in the sun, i enjoy the day when it rain, i can play around with other kids throwing mud at them we can't stop until we get soaked and chilled,climbing on a tree was so much fun and swing like a monkey, playing with a bunch of rascals hide and seek once an all time favorite, i sneaked and ran off from my fuming brother who wants to put me to sleep on a lazy afternoon, i love clays, marbles, sling shot, improvised guns, rubbers, toy cars, and even betting games it only involves little amount of money. See? im an extrovert tomboy in the hood.i dressed up, dance, giggles, talks like one of the boys, never been happy with paper dolls it wasn't my thing.

i had a colorful life, i got bruises, i live in a simple house rules, a very huge and loving family, i don’t care what others perceived by  me after all i was raised with good values and with so much respect to fellows, golden rule! just play, do not hurt anyone

I will never trade my yester years, hence at some point in my life that i stumbled, shattered, and lost, at one snap i can easily go back to my childhood days were scars never been an issue, a bag of candy will be enough to replace the gloomy hours to a one bright day. Simple as that, genuine happiness of being a child is always awesome.

inked

I had A dream the other night that i finally got inked on both sides of my hands it were plain words along with tribal designs; i don’t remember how i survived the excruciating pain, weirdness! Hehehehe although i had a fragments of dreams that i recall, a hint that i was wearing the most beautiful design ever created i was the happiest creature on earth.

I had this burning desire ever since but no guts to do it. Tats, i really find it so sexy, unique, and cool, for those who appreciate, it is somehow form of self expression and additional accent to the body every symbol has significant meaning. 

broken

I am bothered, a friend of mine started to act so silly and rebarbative, she recently dumped by a guy whom she ditched for two years their relationship turns sour, the guy fell out of love, and the sparks has gone out. Some relationship didn’t lasts, but it’s not the end of the world dear, it’s just he is not the right one for you. Let’s accept that! You can’t make someone love you, it’s a two way process, so let him go, so you can move on and turn over a new leaf. Stop begging for LOVE, he won’t give that to you coz he doesn’t feel anything at all, you neither can’t buy them, don’t make yourself such a fool you’re giving him idea to look down to you as pathetic woman. You have your heart broken but still have brains to fix it. Reality bites.

But because you’re too blind to see the ugly truth, and too deaf to hear our advices, I pity on you. You’re old enough to understand that you need to respect yourself first before getting in a relationship; a little respect will save you from misery. I know i have no control over your life but please learn from your mistakes. I hope you know that it’s not porper to burst out your emotional tribulations to the people you barely knew, and alcohol will not a remedy to your problem, not at all, you seek comfort to the wrong people and they took advantage of you, you have been so weak to identify the right from wrong i guess you enjoy every minute of it. It’s so disgusting you doesn’t value the effort we gave to you, i know there’s no easy way out but please make a start at least and stop this stupidity. You're not the loneliest person on earth, look around there are people worse off than you.

Acceptance is the KEY!

zoe saldana

- i got my instant crush, holywood actress she's definitely a hot chick,  i just watched her movie "columbiana"  which she did a decade ago, i love her so much who would have though behind her grace is almost supernaturally skilled hit wowan,  she's completely went ballistic specifically those ruined and screwed her family. If you mess up with her? before you knew it, you have bullet in your skin already. She's invincible flower. A wild flower "Cataleya"

Everything she does is gramarye. "she walks in beauty, and bring along a bazooka."

ZOE! i am now under your spell, your overflowing charm kills me,  i can't get enough of you. i want to see more movies of you.


Date of Birth
19 June 1978, Passaic, New Jersey, USA

Birth Name
Zoë Yadira Saldaña Nazario


Height
5' 7" (1.70 m)


Mini Biography
Zoe Saldana was born in New Jersey and raised in Queens, New York. When she was 10 years old, she and her family moved to the Dominican Republic where they would live for the next 7 years. While living in the Dominican Republic, Zoe discovered a keen interest in performance dance and began her training at the prestigious ECOS Espacio de Danza Dance Academy where she learned ballet as well as other dance forms. Not only did her training provide an excellent outlet for the enthusiastic and energetic youngster, it would also prove to be a fortunate precursor for the start of her professional acting career. At age 17, Zoe and her family moved back to the United States where her love for dance followed and an interest in theater performance became stronger. She began performing with the Faces theater troupe which put on plays geared to provide positive messages for teens with themes dealing with issues such as substance abuse and sex. These performances not only gave her valuable experience but also a source of great pride knowing that she was making a difference in the lives of young people like herself. While performing with the Faces troupe and also the New York Youth Theater, Zoe was recruited for a talent agency and her dance training years before coupled with her acting experience greatly helped her land her first big screen role as "Eva Rodriguez", the talented and headstrong ballet dancer in the film Center Stage (2000). Since her professional career began just a few years ago, Zoe's talent and determination has allowed her to be involved in blockbuster films and act with major actors, actresses and industry insiders at a pace that very few young professionals have experienced. Zoe has not only held her own in major motion picture productions but gained the respect and praise from industry insiders such as Jerry Bruckheimer and Steven Spielberg and actors/actresses such as Tom Hanks, Bernie Mac, Keira Knightley, Ashton Kutcher, Kirsten Dunst and Orlando Bloom. According to many of her costars, producers, and directors, the sky is no limit for this young star who has incredible range, intense concentration, and a steely determination to be involved with projects that challenge her professionally with wide-ranging subject matters and characters. Just to ask practically anyone who she has worked for or with about her, glowing comments abound and earned friendships and respect are readily revealed. A star has been born, and growing every day.
IMDb Mini Biography By: LeoRMC

Trivia
Her father is of Dominican descent; her mother is Puerto Rican.
Ranked #42 on the Maxim magazine Hot 100 Women of 2008 list.
In The Terminal (2004), Saldana's character, Torres, is revealed to be a Trekkie. Saldana went on to be cast as "Uhura" in Star Trek (2009).
Had not seen the original series, before she was cast in Star Trek (2009).
To prepare for her role in Star Trek (2009) she met with Nichelle Nichols who played the same character in the original series.
Admires Whoopi Goldberg and Angelina Jolie.
Was chosen as one of People Magazine's annual 100 Most Beautiful People in the World, Beauty at Every Age section, for age 28, in May 2007.
She had a smaller role in Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003), and was set to star in the sequels, but never did. In the final scene of Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (2006) the people were told an old friend would return, and while filming the scene, the actors were told it was Zoe who would return. However it was Geoffrey Rush, and only told the actors it was Zoe to surprise them, and get real authenticity in their faces. Zoe never reprised her character.
Did an intense nonstop six-month preparation for Avatar (2009) including martial arts, archery and horseback riding.
Likes to play strong female characters. And said in an interview with a Danish film-site that she was really looking forward to evolving her character of Uhura into a stronger, kick-ass lady in future Star Trek (2009) sequels.
Says she's a sci-fi geek who just happens to dress nice.
Revealed on "Jimmy Kimmel Live!" (2003) that she is often mistaken for Thandie Newton. Even her own mother once mistook the two of them.
Has been in a relationship with actor Keith Britton since 2005.
Ranked #3 on Maxim magazine's Hot 100 Women of 2010 list.
Voted #37 on the 2011 Maxim list "Hot 100" women.
Ranked #91 in the 2011 FHM list of "100 Sexiest Women in the World".
Ranked #24 in the 2010 FHM UK list of "100 Sexiest Women in the World".
Became engaged to Keith Britton in June 2010 but they split in November 2011.
Co-founder, with Keith Britton, of website, My Fashion Data Base (MyFDB.com). They are also business partners in the website.


Personal Quotes
When I go to the D.R., the press in Santo Domingo always asks, "¿Qué te consideras, dominicana o americana?" (What do you consider yourself, Dominican or American?) I don't understand it, and it's the same people asking the same question. So I say, time and time again, "Yo soy una mujer negra." ("I am a black woman.") [They go,] "Oh, no, tú eres trigueñita." ("Oh no, you are 'dark skinned'") I'm like, "No! Let's get it straight, yo soy una mujer negra." ("I am a black woman.")
I am actually! I'm very proud to say I am a geek. But I'm kind of a cool geek. I grew up in a very sci-fi home so I've seen a lot of sci-fi movies, from Dune to Alien, 2001, ET, Batteries Not Included... All these films I go crazy for. But never Star Trek.
I tend to be very picky, so I look for the perfect man! So if Spock and Kirk can mix, they'd become my perfect man. That's the kind of guy I'd go for. I don't only go for muscles, I don't only go for brains. You just need to have a little bit of a bad boy and a geek and then you've got the perfect guy.
I was still living in New York at the time, and I heard that James Cameron was getting ready to shoot a movie. At first, I thought it was going to be that Japanese franchise that he owns; I read for that and it disappeared. Then, like a month later, they want to put me back on tape ... the script excerpts used for auditions were about this girl from a tribe in the jungle and I was like, this is weird. But I put myself on tape again and, a month later, around July 2006, they called me and told me that in a week, I was going to L.A. to meet James Cameron. I remember being very nervous, but he was just such a polite and approachable person. It felt like a meeting where we were getting to know each other, as opposed to an audition, where I have to put my act on -- on auditioning for Avatar (2009).
They're out there - people just aren't investing in them. We can sit here forever discussing it, because it has a chicken vs. the egg quality. Bottom line, producers are business people. Hollywood is a money-making machine. At the end of the day, they have to produce numbers that will help them keep their jobs and companies alive. But we as consumers have a lot more power than we think. Women need to demand better roles and get audiences to see their films. Because if a film doesn't make $150 million, producers and studios aren't going to bankroll a similar film next time. If there were more filmmakers that were female, trust me, it would be all about women. -- on the current landscape of quality roles for actresses.
I don't know if its something that he's been consciously aware of, to be honest. What do know is that he's been impacted by interesting women all his life, because you can tell he's in tune with his feminine side. I've learned this about men who write good roles for women - there's a very beautiful sentimentality to them. Their exteriors are sugarcoated with this manly presence, but deep on the inside, there's also this [fragility]. During the shortness of my career, I've managed to work with [Steven] Spielberg, J.J. Abrams, and now Jim - all directors who are known for having strong female protagonists. They don't feel diminished by it as men; they can tap into the complexities of how woman really are. -- on James Cameron creating strong female characters.
... I will say is that my Avatar (2009) character, Neytiri, has been the most challenging of my entire career - physically, mentally, and spiritually. It's the first time I played a non-human, I had to learn a different language, and it was hard to part with her at the end. No matter how intense other characters have been, I've only been in their skins for at most four months - never a year and a half.
I love sex. I love skin. I don't believe the body is something to hide. I think in American society we're messing up our kids by taking away the education on, and awareness of, our sexuality and replacing it with violence, guns and video games - and we're breeding little criminals.

family

I guess i am freaking bored, i'm stuck at my flat! i am tired watching shows on tv, and DVD’s as well i’m doing the same stuff over and over again, because it’s Lenten season people are mostly on their crib doing their own thing or simply just sitting there and noynoying (doing nothing about anything), malls are closed, i can’t even watch movie and eat pop corn, and drop by to my fave nooks candy corner, coffee shop, and national bookstore my last stop. I ran out of things to do. I had sore body lying in bed all the time, teary eyes because i spent long hours staring at computer, i skipped meals because i get lazy to cook my own meals. This is definitely my unproductive side of life. I wish i can go back to my early years where i never get tired playing and wandering.

 I miss family in my own town, i wish i can be there right now and spend my long days with them, our simple life, our bonding, our laughs, silly fights, most of all the togetherness as a big family. Nothing beats the happiness they all give to me the overflowing love and care which i yearned when i am miles away from them.

I miss my papa and mama, despite of the changes i see physically, i don't mind i still love them both, their visible wrinkles, toothless grin, gray hair and deep voices, rough hands, flabby arms are the indications that they work hard to keep this family intact with full of love and passion.  though they’re seasoned just to be close to where they are is more than enough for me, what i miss the most? is  my mother’s home cooked meals and my father’s fascination to plants and house pets were incredibly special. Their classic stories that i’m always excited to hear.  my life is inchoate without them,Ugghhhh  i miss them terribly. Sob L

nudity

While surfing the net last night i've come across to a site where hundreds of nude photos published over the net, i sorted out few images captured by lens in a more classy B and W. Every angle has it's own beauty and perhaps story to tell.

I find these photos really amazing, i don't know if others might find it obscene, depends how you look at it  and how your mind plays with the pictures and get nasty with it, but for me simply one of those pieces of art that everyone must see, i appreciate woman’s figure from the artist perspective  these are not porn or licentiousness, these are basically form of art where body is the primary subject, the curves, breast, legs, back, butt, face are ultimately one of God's greatest creation they're perfectly made.