family

I guess i am freaking bored, i'm stuck at my flat! i am tired watching shows on tv, and DVD’s as well i’m doing the same stuff over and over again, because it’s Lenten season people are mostly on their crib doing their own thing or simply just sitting there and noynoying (doing nothing about anything), malls are closed, i can’t even watch movie and eat pop corn, and drop by to my fave nooks candy corner, coffee shop, and national bookstore my last stop. I ran out of things to do. I had sore body lying in bed all the time, teary eyes because i spent long hours staring at computer, i skipped meals because i get lazy to cook my own meals. This is definitely my unproductive side of life. I wish i can go back to my early years where i never get tired playing and wandering.

 I miss family in my own town, i wish i can be there right now and spend my long days with them, our simple life, our bonding, our laughs, silly fights, most of all the togetherness as a big family. Nothing beats the happiness they all give to me the overflowing love and care which i yearned when i am miles away from them.

I miss my papa and mama, despite of the changes i see physically, i don't mind i still love them both, their visible wrinkles, toothless grin, gray hair and deep voices, rough hands, flabby arms are the indications that they work hard to keep this family intact with full of love and passion.  though they’re seasoned just to be close to where they are is more than enough for me, what i miss the most? is  my mother’s home cooked meals and my father’s fascination to plants and house pets were incredibly special. Their classic stories that i’m always excited to hear.  my life is inchoate without them,Ugghhhh  i miss them terribly. Sob L